nggak jelas

akhirnya setelah jadi mahasiswa tingkat tiga, gue baru ngrasa jadi mahasiswa seutuhnya. gimana capenya jadi mahasiswa, yang punya tugas numpuk (akademik atau club).
dan sekarang gue udah mulai keracunan sama matkul manajemen pemasaran. masyaallah tuh dosen ngasih tugas nggak kira-kira. mungkin waktu gue cuman habis buat ngerjain atau memahami maksud dari tugas itu sebenernya.
untuknya matkul lain masih bisa dikendalikan, yah paling nggak sampe UAS nanti. gue nggak bisa bayangin gue bakal dapet IP berapa, yang pasti dibawah IP terakhir gue dan itu artinya mengancam IPK gue.
padahal target gue buat lulus cuman 3,5 sampe 4 tahun dengan IPK > 3,5. tapi kayaknya susah banget buat dapetin itu semua, padahal fasilitas dari ortu lengkap. memalukan....
sampe detik ini IPK gue masih 3,4 masih jauh dari target. kalo yang sekarang IPnya turun yang ada IPK gue ikutan turun juga T.T
jangankan IPK, buat konsentrasi aja gue masih bingung. antara manajemen keuangan, manajemen pemasaran sama manajemen perbankan. kayaknya harus sholat istikhoroh nih, mudah-mudahan ditunjukan yang terbaik.
amiiiinnnnn (-.-)

STTTOOOPPPP!!!!
aduh, apa-apaan sih nih!!
semangat dong Sac, lo nggak boleh nyerah. perang baru aja dimulai. dan dalam 2 tahun kedepan, lo harus keluar sebagai pemenang. inget cita-cita lo buat kerja di BANK INDONESIA, kalo begini aja nyerah mati aja lo.


TARGET TERBARU!!

• LULUS DENGAN IPK > 3,5 DALAM WAKTU KURANG DARI 4 TAHUN!!
• LIBURAN SEMESTER 5 HARUS BISA MAGANG DI BANK INDONESIA KAYAK KAK AMIRA!!
• BISA PUNYA BISNIS TETAP YANG MENJANJIKAN
• BISA LANJUT S2 KE LUAR NEGERI BUAT SPESIALIS EKONOMI ISLAM
• BALIK KE INDONESIA TERUS NIKAH :D

yang terakhir coret, tunggu takdir aja deh. hihihihi

omong-omong soal nikah, beberapa temen gue udah ada yang mulai serius mikirin nikah loh :p

mereka udah mulai iseng buat browsing nyari perlengkapan, dari surat undangan sampe gaunnya.

oke, balik lagi ke hidup gue yang menurut gue flat banget sekarang. kalo kata senior gue. gue itu terlalu takut buat keluar dari zona aman hidup gue yang disediaan keluarga gue. dan menurutnya, seorang manusia baru melakukan secara maksimal setelah mendapatkan tekanan dan keluar dari zona amannya.

emm, gue yakin yang baca pasti bingung. jangankan kalian, gue aja bingung. yang pasti detik ini gue lagi mengalami tekanan batin, dan butuh media buat ngluapinnya. and here i am.

makasih buat aimichai yang udah nemenin ilangin stres walau cuman sebentar. i love u (^*^)

kesepian

yang paling gue benci di dunia ini adalah sendirian dan gelap, mungkin bukan benci tapi gue takut, takut banget. tapi sayangnnya gue selalu sendirian dalam gelapnya pikiran gue.
hahahaha kayak orang frustasi banget ya gue, nggak separah itu kok. gue cuman tipikal manusia yang gampang banget ngrasa kesepian dan slalu ditinggalkan, kadang mood gue bisa berubah drastis dalam sekejap.
ternyata bener kalo rasa kesepian itu bisa bikin orang bunuh diri, kadang gue juga berfikir begitu kok. pasti sgalanya berubah negatif thinking. tapi gue sadar kalo gue mati, selamanya gue bakal sendirian dan mungkin nggak ada yang bakal nangisin gue atau nggak sadar gue pergi.
dulu pernah ada yang nulis sebuah lirik lagu dibinder gue namanya noname, padahal gue tau siapa yang nulis :D

LAGU KESEPIAN- Efek Rumah Kaca

ku tak melihat
kau membawa terang
yang kau janjikan

kau membawa bara
berserakan dihalaman
hingga kekeringan

oh... dimana terang
yang kau janjikan
aku kesepian

ku tak melihat
kau membawa terang
yang kau janjikan
aku kesepian

kau membawa debu
bertebaran di beranda
berair mata

oh...dimana terang
yang kau janjikan
aku kesepian
dimana terang
yang kau janjikan
aku kesepian
sepi.....
sepi.....

thanks Sandy Yudha Anggara ( maaf kalo salah nulis nama) ^.^

my little baby

iseng-iseng buka http://www.makemebabies.com atas rekomendasi temen gue.
dan inilah hasilnya (^.^)

ini my little kyumin dengan ke akuratan 90%  dan kyumin ini cowok loh. lucu banget kan :D

kalo yang ini masih my little kyumin, cuman nggak akurat. mirip banget kan sama appa nya

ini my little YUUKI, my real boy with my boyfi :D. hidung sama bibirnya sama kan 

yang ini versi ceweknya, namanya sama kayak nama gue ' my little Sachi '. mirip kan sama gue :D

jadi pingin yang beneran, lucu-lucu banget. beli dimana ya????

something difference

berharap semua bakalan terus sama emang nggak mungkin, pasti bakal berubah....
tapi beda rasanya, apa aku aja yang blom kenal sama kamu?
sebenernya sih normal buat kamu untuk kejadian semalem, kadang semua juga begitu kok. tapi sayangnya nggak normal buat aku. kamu beda, aneh, dan kamu berhasil bikin aku takut semalem malah aku sedikit risih sama apa yang kamu lakuin.
aku takut kata-kata laras jadi kenyataan.
oya, nonton bareng bola semalem seru juga, kayaknya harus sering-sering nih. yah walaupun indonesia kalah dari malaysia.

SEMANGAT INDONESIA!!!!

INDONESIA BISA!!!

kebiasaan

salah satu kebiasaan kyu-oppa itu melet, ( gue nggak tau apa bahasa pastinya, yang pasti julurin lidah). yang paling gue suka dari kyu-oppa, selain alisnya adalah BIBIRnya. seksi banget, enak aja diliat. apalagi kalo lagi di monyongin, lucu banget :D

sering banget ngliat foto kyu-oppa yang lagi melet, jangan-jangan...

 


kyu-oppa juga suka duduk sembarangan, yang berhasil bikin underwarenya keliatan :P

gila-gilaan ala kyu-oppa :D

blind- TRAX

baru tau kyu-oppa ternyata bisa juga jadi bintang video klip, dan lagunya sedih banget. nggak tega ngliat kyu-oppa sedih kayak gitu :(
tapi good job kyu-oppa, aktingnya menghayati banget. selain itu juga ada victoria :)

TRAX “Blind” MV - Story Line

karakter:
Cho Kyuhyun – Boyfriend
Victoria Song – Girlfriend

(kata pembuka dalam MV)

“그가 그립다” – “I miss him”
“그녀의 기억이 투명해져간다” – “Her memories / The memories of her have gone transparent”

Translation by: @haeholicc | Shared by: @ELFfacts

Kyuhyun dan Victoria berada dalam suatu hubungan sepasang kekasih dan sayangnya, Kyuhyun meninggal.Victoria, ditinggalkan sendirian di dunia ini menangis atas kematian Kyuhyun [Oleh karena itu garis "I miss him"]. 
Kyuhyun, sementara itu di surga dan telah sepenuhnya lupa tentang Victoria, tetapi merasa bahwa ada sesuatu yang hilang [Oleh karena itu baris kedua "“Her memories / The memories of her have gone transparent"].
kyuhyun membuka Kotak Pandora di surga dan kenangan Victoria dan hubungan mereka berdua selama ini teringat kembali. 
Dia ingin diberikan kesempatan untuk bersama lagi, tetapi akhirnya, mereka berdua ditinggalkan sendirian di dunia yang berbeda dan mereka tidak mampu melihat satu sama lain walaupun saling merindu, sehingga mereka"blind" terhadap satu sama lain, atau ada penghalang yang tidak bisa ditembus diantara mereka dan membuat mereka buta.

selamat menikmati videonya (^.^)

Blind -TRAX

na ege meoril gidaego
mulkkeu reomi bara bo ado moreujyo
du pareul yeoreo bo imyeon
shiwon hada mal hamyeon seodo moreujyo

tumyeong han na ijiman
ni ape, seo it janha
ne, nuneun nal
neomeo chyeoda bol ppuniya

dan han beonman
han beonman nal chajabwa jebal
heuneukki myeon deo uk heuneu kkil surok
tumyeong haejyeo man ga neunde

jugeul mankeum
ganjeol han nae gido ye kkeute
nae pume gajil su itge
ojik neomani chaja jundamyeon

hee ppunyeon gyeoul seori e
nae maeumeul geuryeo boyeo do moreujyo
heut ppurin bit bangul moa
nunmul daeshin heullyeo boa do moreujyo

chaga un na ijiman
neol hyanghae, heureu janha
ne, monan nal
hangsang won mang hal ppuniya

dan han beonman
han beonman nal chajabwa jebal
heuneukki myeon deo uk heuneu kkil surok
tumyeong haejyeo man ga neunde

jugeul mankeum
ganjeol han nae gido ye kkeute
nae pume gajil su itge
ojik neomani chaja jundamyeon

geumi ga be igo, nae shimjangi da kkae jigo
geochilge nari seon kkeute, Oh
jogak jogak nuseo jin
geuttaen nal boge dwel tende

anbo ini
ireohke neol sarang ha janha
hangu seoge nameun neoye jimun do
jidokhi aro saegin chae

jugeul mankeum
kka manhge meong deun gaseum sogeul
kkeo nae da boyeo jwot neunde
geujeo chang bakki, chilheuk gat dan neo

anbo ini
geujeo chang bakki, chilheuk gat dan neo
hayeom eobshi, geujeo chang bakkman
bara boneun neo

kalo yang ini video Blind MV- Kyuhyun (7 years of love version), yang nyanyi juga kyu-oppa. suaranya nggak nahan (^.^)

Just once, just once, please look for me
The more you feel, the more you feel
I become more and more invisible

My heart is cracked, cut and broken
At the end of a rough day
When I am broken into pieces, you would be able to see me

When I am broken into pieces, you would be able to see me

You can’t see so I love you like this

 choi kyunhyun

Victoria Song 

secondhand serenade

akhir- akhir ini gue mulai tergila-gila sama lagu-lagunya secondhand serenade. emang sih telat banget, padahal gue udah kenal mereka dari waktu SMA. awalnya gue kira mereka satu genre sama evenged sevenfold, ternyata kebalikannya. malahan gue kira secondhand serenade itu band, masyaallah tulalit amat ya gue :D

gue suka banget lagu mereka yang akustik, liriknya juga bagus. ngena banget langsung kehati dari pertama kali ketemu. mudah-mudahan suatu saat nanti AHMAD SUHAIMI bisa nyanyiin lagu mereka buat gue, atau nggak gue berharap REZA PRANATA SUPRIYADI bersedia buat nyanyiin lagu ini spesial cuman buat gue doang.

amiiinnnn :D

it's not over- secondhand serenade

My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame: it's you or is it me?

And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed. And there is no sense

In playing games, when you done all you can do.

But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,

It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.

I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm

Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away

The life I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.

But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,

It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking

My heart, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over

And over, we could be forever.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking

My heart, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over

And over, we could be forever.

It's not over. It's not over, it's never over, unless you let it take you, it's not over,

It's not over, it's not over, unless you let it break you. It's not over.

fall for you-secondhand serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed

But I have loved you from the start

Oh

fall for you-secondhand serenade

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words

Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

your call- secondhand serenade

Waiting for your call, I’m sick, call I’m angry

Call I’m desperate for your voice

I’m listening to the song we used to sing

In the car, do you remember, butterfly, early summer?

It’s playing on repeat, just like when we would meet

Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to

To make you mine, stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious

You and me, flesh to flesh

’Cause every breath that you will take

When you are sitting next to me

Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what’s your fantasy?

What’s your, what’s your

I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to

To make you mine, stay with me tonight

And I’m tired of being all alone

And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

And I’m tired of being all alone

And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

And I’m tired of being all alone

And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

And I’m tired of being all alone

And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to

I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

stranger-secondhand serenade

Turn Around

Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction

So there is a connection

I can’t speak

I can’t make a sound to somehow capture your attention

I’m staring at perfection

Take a look at me so you can see

How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger

You say I’m a danger

But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight

I’m broke and abandoned

You are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight

I’m confident

But I can’t pretend I wasn’t terrified to meet you

I knew you could see right through me

I saw my life flash right before my very eyes

And I knew just what we’d turn into

I was hopeing that you could see

Take a look at me so you can see

You call me a stranger

You say I’m a danger

But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight

I’m broke and abandoned

You are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight

You are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight

Take a look at me so you can see

How beautiful you are

[x4]

Your beauty seems so far away

I’d have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are

I know that I can’t make you stay

But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are

Understand how beautiful you are

You call me a stranger

You say I’m a danger

But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight

I’m broke and abandoned

You are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight

You call me a stranger

You say I’m a danger

You call me a stranger

kyuhyun oppa

ekspresi kyukhyun oppa lucu banget, makin sering ditonton makin lucu :D

love you kyuhyun oppa :*

nggak kuuuatttt >O<